I’m mad really mad with the world with his unspoken promises with the promises of people that never keep. Without knowing they hurt other people. I’m mad that words get blown away by the wind. That they don’t stay put so they are reminded of what they said of what they have promise. I am mad because people change so much in a blink of an eye and I can’t do anything. I am mad because I have lost friends cause of this. I am mad at myself for not seeing it sooner for not trying to stop it…. or is it the other way around…. do I always fail at this. Do people just hear me and don’t listen. I don’t really know and I may never know. I am sick of lies, the secrets and deceptions. I know that secrets are necessary but they just end up hurting people at the end. Some secrets are so dark that should never be spoken again. Some are silent made by little mistakes in life and then there are the secrets children keep just for fun. That’s how it all starts and it ends up turning terribly wrong. They just keep piling up until there’s nothing you can say but lies. Sick of the world that can’t be black and white. It would be so easy like that everybody would just have to accept you for the real you not the one that hides behind all the secrets, lies and false laughter. I hope my friends will never feel what I’m feeling right now. I hope you’re happy wherever you are and that you remember the words you have spoken out loud. Cause people believe them and I hope the wind or time won’t corrupt them.

                                                                                                                                

I hope they forgive me if I ever hurt them because I would never mean to do that and if I did I ask forgiveness now. I hope you all forgive my actions but that you remember my good ones, that I will always help them no matter what and that I love them and wish them a long and happy life